(7:00) Prabhupada was coming here (Vrindaban) for that, for that purpose (to leave his body) and I said, there was never a question, well lets you know we’ll stop in at Deli and go to the hospital there, they can do physicals, they can do this we can look and maybe, that was never going to happen
(7:15) I have always said from the beginning, being with Prabhupada for a long time that I said you know another mantra, you know we, we had the Hare Krishna mantra on of his other mantras . which he didn’t say often but he said it and it was um “Don’t take me to a Hospital.” So for him and for us hopefully we will come to that realization that the body it is temporary. You know that was Prabhupada’s, you know that was what he was here to teach us.
(8:32) Prabhupada lived a very ayura veda lifestyle he didn’t preach Ayurveda, sometimes he would give us little snippets of some Ayurvedic wisdom. Like with me he would always say so many things, like “Morning sun is good,” like he would take massage and say morning sun gives you energy, afternoon sun takes away your energy You should eat, you know the higher the sun is in the sky, that’s when your main meal is, when the fire of the sun is there the fire of digestion is there. He would say, you know ayur veda, you go to bed by 10, you get a minimum of 4 hours sleep, but no… up by six o’clock. So all these things he was doing, I saw it in how he ate, the way he ate. Everything he lived an ayurvedic life style so even when he was trying to become better, to heal the situation he only sought ayurvedic help. (9:25)
(10:40) So to me when I hear this word about poison, Prabhupada was saying the medicine is the poison, it was the medicine that was poison, it wasn’t something he could handle,
(11:20) Sister was trying to poison
(12:05) Even saying he was being poisoned didn’t mean someone was specifically trying to kill him with poison. it meant whatever was acting on the body was acting in a poisonous way.
(12:50) Brahmananda, Prabhu, he would have chopped any head off of anyone if he felt there was any foul play going on and that Prabhupada couldn’t, he didn’t have anyone he could trust to talk to?.
(13:20) all of this comes from a very painful spot from these people for whatever reason
(14:50)“To think, you know whatever happens was Krishna’s arrangement. Prabhupada accepted it as Krishna’s arrangement, but I have no… zero percent um.. belief that such a … because I knew,.. I knew I was with these people, not at the end I wasn’t with them but I knew all of them. I knew Kirtananda, I knew Brahmananda, Tamal Krishna Maharaja, and Hansadutta, and Bhagavan and Bhavananda… I knew them all very, very well and they were all very powerful.. you could say heavy personalities, but the idea that anyone would want that of Srila Prabhupada…to me is just beyond,.. beyond belief, literally beyond belief.